Yes he does. This poster is known on another board as labílek-diazepánek.
I am not mad at him
better he is full of energy then perma down depri stuff like I am
and he is right, I am shizo and being janitor is often a thankless job
I understand his emotions>>437
then take a look at the latest tranche of info from the tranny federation
(freech admin hands out ip adresses of posters to some transsexual apparently in exchange for bitcoins)
>>443>I'm hardly ever active on imageboards myself
recently I noticed Im like this too.
Thats why I quite like this place as you dont have to come here every day and still can catch up with all the new posts and threads….
>Fuck imageboards, they are definitely dead for me
maybe you are just visiting the wrong ones
/doomer/ is temporary.
Sol is eternal.
just post all you have pls
Dont know who this is, but need more
he won't post all he has, i don't know why
Don't even think about wanking to her you dirty brainless coomer. She had killed herself time ago
Confused boner inco(u)ming
I have almost 100. Many of them came from someone on Twitter who went by the name @skamdc but that account looks deactivated. I'm only allowed to post three pictures at a time but I'll post what I can.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hEUs-d6FCB0
She was heavily into witchcraft too, from the looks of it. Not only does she have a pentacle earring in the third picture, but there appears to be an altar behind her where you can spot out a ceremonial candle with some smaller trinkets around it. It is also evident on her website, where she shared links there are several sources to occultism and metaphysics.https://dissolvedgirl.neocities.org/links.html
Her journal has some eerie hints as well. For instance, on page 35 of her journal, she has a dream that shows her everything that will occur as a consequence of her suicide, almost a year before she shot herself. The cryptic part of the entry is that she knew about the lies that would come down on her.
Then there is page 27 and 28, an open ended love note to an anonymous male, where she says she would live all over again and and relearn herself "with or without him realizing it". Now first thoughts might be that this male was Eric Harris, but I don't think so, because she had no shame about showing her infatuation with Harris and there's no reason why she would have left the note open ended if it were him. Secondly, Sol ends the note by pleading that the person would stumble upon it, indicating that she knew this person was alive in our plane of existence.
My theory is that her obsession with Eric died with her on that mountain. Her next life is dedicated to someone else.
This woman was a giga witch. I shit you not. The energy radiating off her around Halloween time was uncanny and I still have not completely shaken it. To be quite honest, I did not really care about her at all back in April, just passed her off as another tumblr kid who went mental and liked some cool music. Then it suddenly hit me on the 30th of October that I should go back to her website and actually read her journal.
Go out there and rebuild Sol Pais. I will post the aforementioned journal entries in my next post.
Here are the journal entries.
Also get a load of this report from the private intelligence firm Counter Terrorism Group. It lists her as a "doomer" if you can believe it. We made it bros. We're big time kek. They also said Massive Attack is a Marilyn Manson inspired band. "Intelligence community," am I right?http://counterterrorismgroup.net/wp-content/uploads/2019/05/The-Enduring-Legacy-of-Columbine.pdf
Thats nice,but i am here for the goods,the nudes, the things that she left behind like a nice memory of her insanity in life
get the fuck out of here
thanks dude, i appreciate it
You will burn in the fires nigger faggot>>468
It might be cool to hack her email: firstname.lastname@example.org
. I believe there may be a lot of about her hidden
Hell flames are nothing for the Devil.
Hranatý jebko, choď si radšej honkať na porne ako dobrý gój
For the rest: I found this on https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/198415251/sol-pais
. Person signed as "L.S." may know a lot
Last picture of her ever taken from Denver airport security still. She died in a Dirt t-shirt. I always told myself if I were to take my own life it would be while listening to Alice In Chains.
I need to stop thinking about this girl I was already insane but now I'm in love with a dead girl and obsessed with conjuring up her ghost. >>469
Dude she was only 18 for like 2 months before she shot herself lol even if there are any nudes out there they would be CP better to use your imagination.
yeah she just had something special about her
and that diary of hers
notice the little things that give her issues away
her spelling the I (I was there with ….) always with a small i
she had massive self esteem issues and I wonder if she would have made it through life if she just had 1 person at school whom she could get along with>>467>girl with blade fetish>illegal blade even
my grandfather always had his stiletto with him and he called it his "mobile" (mobilni in slavspeak, in reference to mobile phone → mobilni telefon)
and he also had an axe he always kept next to his bed >>469
this lady is not just some instergrem thot for cooming you cumbrain
she was a classy girl with top taste in music, films and internet stuffs
It is the same situation with that apprentice guy whom I worked with once
he wanted to have an affair with one of our engineers female
I just thought she is the type of girl you should marry and never let go again
>>478>she was a classy girl with top taste in music, films and internet stuffs
More like a generic edgelord taste in forgettable detritus from the 90s. She was cute tho… so it's all forgivable.
I should wear more retro circular type of glasses I think, I have kinda uncanny similar nose and facial structure as she did. Never forget, still have framed her photo so I will never forget.>>481
There are plenty of girls like her, I encounter them all the time but not when it comes to personality. 100% of these thots say similar shit, have similar taste and interests but they are just NPCs. They will talk, they are pretentious but they never do anything and I don't talk about suicide here. Sol wrote about her messed up world. These fuckthots won't do even that. They won't shut up about how everything sucks and on friday they go with colleagues/classmates out, get drunk, have fun like any other normie. Talking shit about them 24/7 but then lick the asses of people they hate. I hate this hypocrisy with passion. I wouldn't wish anyone of them to end it (now I talk suicide here) but Sol had the spirit of one in billion, unfortunately the struggle with emptiness and disappointment from this reality lead her to where she ended up. We all cope, we all cope in different ways, many of us decide to just wrap it up, remember she is not the only one, we share the spirit embodied in her.
Sorry man, it's nothing personal you know, I have just too big temperament. You did not deserve to be the target of my temporary heat of flames I spit.
if I asked my cousin, what her hobbies are, she would reply with this:>watching gute zeiten schlechte zeiten (soap opera in germany television)>facebook>going out on weekends and get shitfaced
sol might be generic by your standards but compared to all the turbo normie thots out there she had enough soul to animate a million of those insects. she was also in this art school so she must have been talented in something
But I understand what you mean. I am a nostalgiafag myself so my oppinion is biased because I am fetishizing the 80s and 90s with a passion>no speed cameras on highways>no video cameras on every corner, every shop>no money laundering laws >no autotune crap music>hong kong was free and cyberpunk>movies and music were great>fashion was not skintight faglord tier>economy was booming and oppurtunities were everywhere>cost of living was high but not astronomic high like today
I missed the best times to be alive in and they will never come back …>>482
true and maybe you also noticed this instagram culture is killing us
normalfags are watching the blogs of trust fund kids and professional shills who are living fantasy lives on credit mostly
then they are mad that they cannot compete with them and drink 200$ champaign bottles every day like their role models can
literal 13 year old boys are talking about rolex watches and how they want to become rappers or influencer and earn 5000$ per post>>483
nono, I admit I can be a massive fagget at times too but that means I have to endure when people hit me up for it ^^
I am not mad at you duder
Yeah, like I said I do not hold it against her…. she was 18 after all. The point is that all these edgy "art" movies, etc don't matter at all. It's all empty affectations as you yourself said here>they won't shut up about how everything sucks and on friday they go with colleagues/classmates out, get drunk, have fun like any other normie
I am not against social LARPs in general, but you are right that this particular script is getting very tedious. Still, it's nothing to get worked up about… I would just make light of it all, dismiss it as "cute", and find myself a better LARP…>>485
Your cousin's life sounds kinda comfy, ngl. Soap operas are low-key kino. Especially the classic ones I grew up with. Sometimes I want to tune into this basic girl energy where I just enjoy life and ignore all the pointless outrage around me. Muting bad vibes forever…<no speed cameras on highways<no video cameras on every corner, every shop
This alone makes it worth going back. But since its the new decade, I'd like to imagine there are new opportunities… Maybe you are on to something with your crime syndicate idea.
>living fantasy lives on credit
heh, this is what the truly rich did throughout the ages. If you have enough prestige, money seems immaterial. Real niggas have a license to print money– this is as true on the top as it is on the bottom. Incidentally, it's something the turbo-normies at zerohedge will never understand.
>literal 13 year old boys are talking about rolex watches and how they want to become rappers or influencer and earn 5000$ per post
This is based, actually. Much healthier than kids emulating sheltered postgrads pretending to be suicidal.
>>489>crime syndicate idea
like in them good old times in hong kong
I recently watched the sopranos, if that counts as soap opera
it was a beautiful show about how there is no right way of parenting. sopranos father was too hard on him and he became a sociopath. he himself was too soft on his son and he became a suicidal pussy. very beautiful discussions too between the shrink and soprano
I think he mentionned a "cursed" soprano gene once or twice as source of his families misery
and I loved the phoniness. first they kill some guy and then they come to his burial and tell his wife how sorry they feel for him passing. They buried one guy every few episodes and the locked up old guy found out he can get out of jail for 6 hours every time someone has a burial. he then started scouting the newspapers for burials and went to everyone who he even knew a little only
>this is based
I like their idea of wanting to be entrepreneurial but instead of creating real value, real companies that solve real life problems they just want to emulate some fancy livestyle and parasite society by selling ads for other companies.
Sopranos is god-tier. All good dramas are generational dramas. From 20th C Hollywood to 19th c. Russia all the way to the Greeks. I prefer lighter stuff, though. Been binging on HBO's Girls for the last few weeks. I legit regret not watching this in 2010s when it was fresh.
>I like their idea of wanting to be entrepreneurial
so do I, that's why I'm pro-Black. Every time popular culture gets too effete, we can always rely on them to return us to the basics.
>but instead of creating real value, real companies that solve real life problems they just want to emulate some fancy livestyle and parasite society by selling ads for other companies.
Rappers and influencers do solve a real life problem: the problem of depression and suburban blandness. That's why there's a great demand for it.
>>499>Rappers and influencers do solve a real life problem: the problem of depression and suburban blandness. That's why there's a great demand for it.
Real talk, I know why all of this happened. They actually made us believe that hatred and being pissed off is bad. You hear it from every side: "Hate is insecurity", "Hate is wrong", "Do you have anger issues dude?", "You are just being toxic dudeee", "There is no place for anger in our collective!", etc…
Do you know what I mean? There is nothing wrong about being fucking pissed off and going berserk. And now I'm not talking about being retard who shoots up people. I miss times when you had stupid fucking week, you were mad at your retarded teachers or boss, your girlfriend left you, you had no future because you hate school or you are stuck in shitty job; but you know what? Fuck that, I'm seeing punk show tonight and I'm going to fucking go apeshit and I'll go insane. Or people actually started their own bands because fuck it, at least I can do rehearsals with dudes and dudettes after work and we'll have show next week and we will kill it.
Punk and other related genres served this purpose as valve for frustration, turning sadness and depression into bursts of fun anger, or even if the music was introspective, people still went to dance to that shit. I don't think our xanax rappers really solve this issue, I think they only fuel this sad but never angry generation of dumbfucks filled with self-doubt. I also can not emphasize how punk was important in eastern block, it was literally important part of young people's lives dealing with every day reality of living in shithole dictatorship without future. If there is real demand for some music or form of art, then it is for literally anything which allows people to go totally wild at least few times during a month, knowing that being pissed off is a good thing unless the anger is controlling your life. Make testosterone great again.
I get what you are saying. The whole "anger is toxic" thing is bad, but there's something even worse: "judgement is toxic" or more elementally, "contempt is toxic." It created an atmosphere where passive-aggressive mediocrities could thrive at the expense of everything vital, energetic, and life-affirming. That's why I called the 2010s the reddit decade.
I like punk, and the autistic anger of "fuck everything" can be quite interesting. But for variety's sake, I prefer a more suave "i don't care" insouciance instead. Acting like the laws and mores don't apply to you. Walking drunk and shirtless around posh downtown areas… that kinda shit. There was plenty of that in glam and proto-punk, and some of it has seeped into pop culture in general (including hip hop).
>I also can not emphasize how punk was important in eastern block, it was literally important part of young people's lives dealing with every day reality of living in shithole dictatorship without future.
yeah, I appreciate this a lot about punk. When music is political, it actually presents itself as apolitical. Extremely political music of the "Rock against Bush" or "Fuck Trump!" variety eventually collapses into vacuous lifestyle statements. It's "show , not tell" in action. That's why I intend to glam it up in the 2020s.
Fuck depression, It's totally legit to be angry… gonna join anti-xanax aktion myself.
Soundcloud and autotune aren't bad in and of themselves. It's this emo attitude that fuels "Xanax culture," and its not exclusive to the south
if you can pull it off like Buffy here, it's not all that bad….
Yes I know we have different genres in mind related to this state of mind but I'm glad you understand the message I wanted to express. Genre is not important, I used punk and related stuff because it's something I was into back in the good old days of my youth even though I never liked the fashion and I'm coming sort of back to it with whole no wave nostalgia, desperate desire for solving things with energy, coming up with something new to fight this grayscale society crippled with fear of being different, and so on… It's like we are living in dictatorship without single dictator, the mindset of people is the same - keep your head down, stand in line, follow the current 'trends' and you'll get through life, while everyone is pretending to be unique by looking, talking and behaving like any other motherfucker in our society. While I don't care much about this society or this fucking world, I want to create something which will be at least enjoyable and I want to be part of something which puts out this tension created in people by all the pressure they get in day-to-day life. I'm really disappointed by state of art in this decade. It's so numb and passive, at least when it comes to music (I'm aware performance artists doing crazy and sometimes disgusting shit exist), we need change in culture, man.>>503>but there's something even worse: "judgement is toxic" or more elementally, "contempt is toxic."> It created an atmosphere where passive-aggressive mediocrities could thrive at the expense of everything vital, energetic, and life-affirming.
Totally agree, this is actually very important thought.
This question kinda reminds me the question of "what the fuck is wrong with african-americans? what is their problem? I don't understand it, why they behave the way they behave?". Do you know what I mean? While you listen to any rap song and you have it right in your face, them telling you what the fuck is wrong and what the fuck is their life about and what it makes them to do to survive, even many of them say it's bad and wrong and they want better life, some actually became part of this machinery and life ate their souls, if you know what I mean.
I don't think weather has anything to do with it, when you live in fucking poverty ghetto block or suburbia, shit gets rough sometimes and drugs are part of it. Truth is many of autotune rappers are just catching the trend train imo but this is the culture now and I think it's legit. Still I wish there would be more market for rappers who stand up and say again what the fuck is wrong instead of rapping about how they are famous and laughing to faces of other niggas who couldn't get out of slum, talking about more real shit than about hoes and their booties. I get why it's so appealing though, amerianon said it in the post yesterday with the "Acting like the laws and mores don't apply to you. Walking drunk and shirtless around posh downtown areas… that kinda shit."
I might add to those performance artists something, because they are actually great example of what's wrong and not what's different. They might appear as if they are doing something new and revolutionary and provocative but they are really not. They are doing what other performance suckers do, while the audience attending their performances collectively pretends they never seen this stuff before and it's so radical and so important. Like come on you dumb fucks, no one is this stupid. You have to know deep inside that you've seen woman wiping her menstruating pussy with bible at least hundred times before, you know you want to see some new shit, don't lie to me. It's all charade to prove your pseudo intellectual status in society, you know deep inside that it's without any substance or message. Even normies who go to clubs have more fun than you do, idiots.
Speaking of fucking clubs, I recently found out that actually killing it with dance in clubs is something people don't do anymore. People go to fucking club and they sit around, drink and fuck around on cellphones. Not trying to sound like boomer here but I'd much rather be that guy on ecstasy dancing alone than this elitist fucko sitting with friends and making video for reddit out of it.
wait, that means:>be norman mc normalcuck>want to be social on saturday night>go to club with my equally weird friends>pay 30$ entrance>pay 20$ cocktail>sit around in lounge entire night>pretending to be having fun<them bitchez must be cummin to us any minute now, hehehehehe>order more cocktails>glare at your twatter and leddit feeds like a zombie>eventually go home without achieving anything of substance, wasting an entire night
this is truly frightening even for failed normalfag standards
>>510>People go to fucking club and they sit around, drink and fuck around on cellphones.
Are you for real? I mean, I know I have friends who do that, but I thought it was a Dutch thing.
Damn right I am for real.
>>508>disappointed by state of art in this decade. It's so numb and passive, at least when it comes to music (I'm aware performance artists doing crazy and sometimes disgusting shit exist), we need change in culture, man.
Yeah, it was a bad decade art wise. People are getting tired. I don't care for performance art, but I wish an element of glamor would return to music/art. Bryan Ferry said some 15 years ago that rappers were the only-well dressed people in music… and now even the rappers don't care about it. Everybody just willingly retreated into a cultural cage, and the only thing the woke neo-puritans ever did was to lock the door shut.
Depression, doomerism and collapse-mongering is mainstream now. Look at all the Greta bullshit. To be truly countercultural these days, you have to know what's wrong, but refuse to be psyop'd by the anger and the panic. It's a tough act, and most people just fall into predictable radical niches that have been thoroughly contained and co-opted. We don't need cultural rebels as much as we need cultural anarchs.
>Still I wish there would be more market for rappers who stand up and say again what the fuck is wrong instead of rapping about how they are famous and laughing to faces of other niggas who couldn't get out of slum, talking about more real shit than about hoes and their booties
why not both? And one can dovetail into the other. It's all about refusing to be oppressed. Like I said, "To hell with your laws and your cultural expectations" is more punk than punk. And the few garishly clad rappers live it, even if they don't say it. >>510>Speaking of fucking clubs, I recently found out that actually killing it with dance in clubs is something people don't do anymore. People go to fucking club and they sit around, drink and fuck around on cellphones.
Around here "clubs" are kinda prole, so they are more diverse and have a higher ratio of dancers to the folded-arms contingent. But >>511
is 100% accurate for punk/indie shows (except it's more like $10 cover and $3 beer, and there is no expectation of women coming to you). The only places that are non-prole and where people actually dance are gay bars…. this is where the postgraduate Becky goes to get away from the hairstylist Stacy. I feel sorry for the gay dudes who have to endure this.
>>517>why not both?>Like I said, "To hell with your laws and your cultural expectations" is more punk than punk. And the few garishly clad rappers live it, even if they don't say it.
Nah, I meant that I'd like to have some diversity in rap as well, not just one or another. Even in past you had "serious" rappers and then more pop oriented rappers. Like look, I'm rap pleb so I don't really know what's going on now but it seems to me like if this type of xanaxrap is becoming, or already is mainstream, then we automatically need to push things into other direction just for the fuck of it. I leave this to people who actually live this lifestyle of hiphop, it's something I can respect but it goes totally around me and I don't want to tell people what they should do, especially if it's about something I don't participate in.